Weight: 286 – Pounds left to lose: 126

Down 2 more pounds this week. Still wishing I could lose weight faster. Still telling myself that wouldn’t be healthy. I think the problem is I got used to only spending 3 weeks or so in one ‘decade.’ But now I’m spending at least a month or more in the 90’s or 80’s etc.

I got so tired of cooking I decided to crash my diet last night and ate about 1200 calories of a McDonalds meal. Felt like taking a nap an hour later. Crazy that I’d never noticed this correlation in my previous 24 years on the planet.

I live with two other people, but they practically never cook even though they used to all the time! My mother routinely works until at least 7 or 9 and my brother just moved out yesterday. (Bitch stole our couch.) So I don’t see my cooking fatigue problem going away anytime soon. And I can’t eat out anywhere unless I order the fucking salad. I like grilled chicken salads, but why can’t I buy anything else healthy at fast food places. Aaaaaaaarrrrrgggghhhh! I wish I could just hire a chef. Oh the problems money would solve.